black birds,
we’re mimics.
that is to say,
when I cluster
round your sweet
pearls, distracting you
while my family pecks
holes in your pockets
remember that we learned
to steal from you
from you, when you brought
us to these wicked skies
let your wings grow vestigial
while we toiled.
we’re mimics, some of us
have been copying
yall so long that
we forgot that we
have wings and ways of our
own. take that big ole crow
spreading his wings over
our city of trees, a-town.
in black mecca building
a nest out of bones
cotton and steel.
selling us out to you big white
fake bird taxidermy frauds
for some breadcrumbs and a pat
on the head.
the rest of us,
we copy, but we keep
too. what we steal is by
nature not ours.
your country is not mine,
and I don’t love it.
your nuclear family is not mine,
your blue-winged pigs are not mine,
and I won’t worship them.
your earth-killing hunger is not mine,
nor the powder green guilt in
your money.
I’m a liar and a thief,
I’ll dance on a branch,
but imma die a crow-loving crow.
I always remember
where the loot comes from,
and where it should go.
∞
Paul Buchanan (he/they) is a queer, Afro-Caribbean writer with roots in Guyana and the American South. His primary interests lie in the intersections between Black identity formation and trauma, and in navigating historical depictions of Black people. Currently, he is working on a collection of poems using a crow motif to explore personal relationships, racial identity, and American political culture. He has a B.A in Black Studies and English from Swarthmore College and is a recipient of both a John Russel Hayes Poetry award and a Mellon Mays Fellowship.